christmas, christmas, christmas..............

today is a christmas eve....

all my frenz are going countdown but just left me at home... countdown byself..

haha.... is really so funny....

tomorrow i will be going to penang n have my nice holiday at there....

i hope i can enjoy my trip...

hahahahahahaha....................................................................................

anyway, merry christmas to all my friends wherever they are now......

best friend.....

today i'm so happy coz i was hanging out with my 3 best frenz. today we was going to watch movie named 'Twilight'. from beginning, i thought the movie was a story about vampires. i heard from my frenz. then when i was in hall and the movie was started showed and i watched watched watched then i realised that the movie was a love story movie.. damn it. i most hated watched love movie..... but from the movie, what i can said is the main male character was so handsome n gorgeus... he really is a perfect man for every girls.. haha... after that, we was having our dinner n we really have fun on this night. we chit chat..... talk gossip.. haha.. is really fun.... :-P

siumei
21 December 2008, 12.15am

. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

i ady long time din see him jor. i dont know i still miss him or not. but i think i ady forget about him lolx.. haha.. maybe i dont have any feeling on him anymore. i better dont want talk about him la. christmas is near and i think this i wont go countdown coz...... just bcoz something la. time really passing so fast. more few weeks, 2008 year was end and i need start a new year 2009. next year i will have my stpm exam. everytime i think about it, i really very scared. u know.. stpm is more important than spm. so i cant failed this exam. if i failed, that's mean my whole life n future is vanished. haiz... anyway, just try my best.. God Bless Me______ >.<

these few days, i really so boring. i dunno what i can do in this holiday. really so boring... >.< now i just always sleep, eat n watch tv only. now i ady became more fat fat fat jor.. haiz.. in these holiday, i just can realise something. i wont say it at here coz this thing only i can know it. other is wont know it. about this thing, i really so sad n disappointed. from now on, i really need rethink that i need 2 be close with them or not. coz i really give up on them at all. when i think back, is really feel so terrible n i cant believe it. i also not dare to think back again. i really hate such these thing. hate a lot.... sometimes i think, i rather got less friends than got more friends. why?? i also dunno why.. i just feel like that only. maybe got more friends are quite troublesome lolx.. or something else?? haha.... so ridiculous la me.. whatever.. hmm.. gonna sleep jor. gud nitez everyone.... xoxo

siumei
10 December 2008, 1.22am

waiting....

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting..... just waiting...... >.<""

superstitions*

here are some list of superstitions that you can to refer it. believe it or not... depends on urself... :-)

Apples

• Think of five or six names of boys or girls you might marry, As you twist the stem of an apple, recite the names until the stem comes off. You will marry the person whose name you were saying when the stem fell off.

• An apple a day keeps the doctor away.

• If you cut an apple in half and count how many seeds are inside, you will also know how many children you will have.

Bad Luck

• A bat flying into the house
• An owl hooting 3 times
• 3 butterflies together
• Hearing a rooster crow at night
• Getting out of bed left foot first
• A picture falling

Reverse your luck by turning three times counter clockwise.

Bed

• It's bad luck to put a hat on a bed.

• If you make a bedspread, or a quilt, be sure to finish it or marriage will never come to you

• Placing a bed facing north and south brings misfortune.

• You must get out of bed on the same side that you get in or you will have bad luck.

• When making the bed, don't interrupt your work, or you will spend a restless night in it.

• Never turn your mattress on a Sunday, or change a bed on Friday or you'll have bad dreams.

• Make the foot of the bed before the head, or else my dear, you'll never wed!

Bridge

If you say good-bye to a friend on a bridge, you will never see each other again.

Coins

It's bad luck to pick up a coin if it's tails side up. Good luck comes if it's heads up.

Good Luck

• Spilling wine while proposing a toast
• Looking at the new moon over your right shoulder
• Finding 9 peas in a pea pod
• Picking up a pencil in the street
• Finding a ladybug on you
• Carrying an acorn with you will bring good luck
• Finding and keeping a four leaf clover will bring you tremendous good luck
• Dolphins swimming near a ship
• A spider spinning in the morning

Reverse your luck by turning three times counter clockwise.

Hand

• If the palm of your right hand itches it means you will soon be getting money.

• If the palm of your left hand itches it means you will soon be paying out money

Money

Greeks believe that Money attracts money, so never leave your pockets, purses or wallets completely empty and never completely empty your bank account. Always leave at least a coin or two. It was also considered good luck to give a gift of a wallet or a purse with a coin or two in it.

Sneeze

• Place a hand in front of your mouth when sneezing. Your soul may escape otherwise.

• The devil can enter your body when you sneeze. Having someone say, "God bless you," drives the devil away.

Umbrella

It's bad luck to open an umbrella inside the house, especially if you put it over your head.

bad luck or my mistakes??

is it 2day i'm on bad luck or what?? i dont know la... i really dont know how i can ??? the test... WTF!!! so angry on myself.... angry! angry! angry! haizz... dont want say anymore la. :-(

siumei
1 December 2008, 10.20pm

bored and nervous....

i'm so bored bored bored.... i really dont know what i need 2 do... haiz... monday is my important day. why?? bcoz that day, i will having my driving test. OMG!!! quite scared.... scared will to fail my test. haiz... god bless me... >.<

siumei
29 November 2008, 10.48pm

happy day... xD

yesterday i really so happy until i wont forget it. yesterday was my 2nd time gathering with my ns frenz. there was me, dada, elliza, alex, shin, guru and steven was gather again... we met at sunway pyramid. it was quite far place for me but luckily steven said want fetch us go there.. haha.. can save taxi money. but anyways, thx steven that din say anything about us even he was be bully from us.. hehe... but is fun lolx when bully him. but our time gather was so short coz every1 going there ady late but we still having fun at there. we at there really dun hv any idea what 2 do then we decided 2 watching movie lolx. we watching the movie ' Quarantine'.. is was really suck. the movie really make us so confused n is not terrific at all. and the shooting of camera was make us so dizzy n after finish watching, all of us started headache lolx.... haha.... we all looks so.... so... i dunno what word can describe our feeling that time... haha.... really funny when thinking back. then after watching movie, we decided back home lolx coz some of us wanna back early. so on that time we really scruple 2 left but haiz..... then steven fetch me and dada back home... when i reach home, i still felt so happy n fun coz i got such great frenz. they r part my life that can make me fun, happy n wont let me sad... so i will appreciate them with my truly heart...... best friends forever..... xoxo...

siumei
23 November 2008, 11.15pm

林峯 - 愛不疚

nice song____so meaningful.... ^-^

sau chong joi ngaan mau
收藏在眼眸　
seung pooi wooi joh yau
常徘徊左右　
ngoi chaai do moot yau
愛猜到沒有　
yue faai woon siu hau
愉快玩笑後　
nung chuen yin tui hau
能全然退後　
nei hoi sum jau guw
你開心就夠
je jung gum gok taai chan hau
這種感覺太親厚　
gong yut cheen gooy ya but guw
講一千句也不夠　
ga si gong liu nei ting do hau
假使講了你聽到後　
waat wooi jau
或會走　
je jung loon ngoi taai hon yau
這種戀愛太罕有
but sui jan jing yung yau
不須真正擁有　
sing chuen
成全　
chung sum jook fook yin hau
衷心祝福然後　
jau fong sau
就放手


fong sau
放手　
fong hoi soh yau
放開所有　
bei chi gung ji yau
彼此更自由　
fong sau
放手　
kei sut ngoh juet fei ngoi dut but gau
其實我絕非愛得不夠　
fong sau
放手　
kwoot chut soh yau
豁出所有　
waan yau je goh hho yau
還有這個好友　
yee ging
已經　
yee ging juk gau
已經足夠


yiu yuen si yue jau
遙遠是宇宙　
jing jing joi booi hau
靜靜在背後　
hui hon sau jau gau
去看守就夠　


je jung gam gok taai chan hau
這種感覺太親厚　
gong yat cheen gui ya but gau
講一千句也不夠　
jik si yut saat yau gwoh chung dung
即使一剎有過衝動　
waan nei sau
挽你手　
je jung loon ngio taai hon yau
這種戀愛太罕有　
but sui jan jing yung yau
不須真正擁有　
sing chuen
成全　
doh se but dat ying yeen
多捨不得仍然　
see fong sau
是放手


fong sau
放手　
fong hoi soh yau
放開所有　
bei chi gung ji yau
彼此更自由　
fong sau
放手　
kei sut ngoh juet fei ngoi dut but gau
其實我絕非愛得不夠　
fong sau
放手　
kwoot chut soh yau
豁出所有　
waan yau je goh hho yau
還有這個好友　
yee ging
已經　
yee ging juk gau
已經足夠


fong sau
放手　
ngoh dikhin gwa
我的牽掛　
jaau but do jun tau
找不到盡頭　
fong sau
放手　
kei mong nei hung fook sam moh do yau
期望你幸福甚麼都有
ya hui
也許　
ngoi hun sum hau
愛很深厚　
yin yee ngoh jo hon dut tau
然而我早看得透　
fong sau
放手　
ji hoh yung yau
至可擁有

Bi 비 Rain- Love Story Full MV

nice song and great MV.... i like it...

i think this song is nice until i will repeat it many times. even i dunno what he sing about but i sure is about love and meaningful. i will search this lyric and translate it..... nice nice nice..... XD

siumei
20 November 2008, 6.51pm

now ady holidays... and i still dunno what i suppose 2 do now. feel so blur.... now i just wait my frenz free 1st then we go hang out 2gether.. i mean my ns frenz la not they. i'm not interested on they at all.. and who 'those' are like see my blog pls dont tell them. i know got some ppl like view my blog then.... haizz... so i wont write so much on it coz.... u know la. just let the secret keep in my heart is ady enough. coz no1 was got a key 2 my heart at all. only me are got.... whatever.... dun care anymore... >.<


siumei
17 November 2008, 1.09pm

tired and bored...

today i feel so tired and quite boring... dont know why. maybe my life really like this.... haizz... really feel boring with my life. now i dont know my life target. really dont know..... sometimes i really felt that i...... i...... haizz... better dont say it la.. tireddddd!!!! >.<

siumei
9 Novenber 2008, 10.09pm

is it difficult??

now i really so angry.... 2day my whole plan was destroy by them again... actually 2day i and wei pin want go watch movie at 1U. we want watch the movie 'coffin'. we ady planned so long jor that we want go watch this movie but because of them, our whole plan was vanished.... so damn... then we join them 2gether to watch the most stupid movie...... i think is really a suck movie that i had watched before.... i really want say them a jerkkkk.......... they really make me so stupid and like a crazy girl. now i always find a reason 2 avoid them jor. i really cant stand them. haizz..... i dont want talk about them jor... i just wanna stop at here. jerkkkkk.................. $%^^^^#$#@$%$#@$

siumei
8 November 2008, 6.08pm

disappointed!!!!

now i started realize that i was a failed person. i failed my exam, i failed my life n i failed everything. i really dont know what i supposed 2 do... my final exam result was really damn bad until i cant believe that i can take such the result. so suckkkk...... i'm really so sad. sometimes i was felt regret bcoz din study hard 4 this final exam. but now i regret also not use coz it's was already pass. what i can do is doing my best when i'm on upper 6. but i dont know i can or not. what i can say just try my best...... haizzz.... now i wan looking some job 2 do 4 earned some money this school holidays. now really dont hv any money lolx. everything also need money. cant tahan la....... u know.. now when i back 2 school, enter my class n see these ppl, i really hate it. i dont like 2 see them in my class. maybe u can say me jealous or what but i just dont like see them only. when i hear they voice, my head will suddenly pain 1.sometimes i really want shouted 2 them SHUT UP... it's really annoying me. what the fuckkkk..... damn... hate.. hate... hate..... >.<

siumei
6 November 2008, 10.20pm

the day that most tired 1... :-(

2day i going out with them again. we went 2 jusco for watch movie 'high school musical 3'. we go bought ticket 1st coz scared the ticket will sold out. after that, we went 2 muitara complex bcoz koo wanna buy a bag. we go 2 the bag shop n i found that the shop was not got a lot bag 2 let we choose. there just got a limited selection only. actually i also wanna buy a bag but what the bag that offer from the shop was not my choice. very disappointed..... but nvm la. next saturday i will or maybe la going out with dada 2 sg wang. at that time, i sure will buy a lot of things 1. haha..... so from now must save money jor... haizz... ok.. back 2 topic. after that, sook mun want take photo for her license. so we accompany her 2 photo shop. they ask me 2 take 2gether coz i also need it for my license but i refuse it. i think i wont need it now. we still got a time 2 shopping but nothing was attract me 2 buy it. when we finish shopping, we went back 2 jusco n watch the hsm3 movie. after finish watching, the time already was 9pm jor.. so late le n we haven't had our dinner yet. then, we go 2 find restaurant for having our dinner. we already drive along the diner shop but don't hv 1 of them was suitable for us. then, we decide go 2 kafe SBV( near carrefour) for having our dinner la. i was order 1 plate of barbeque's lamb n a glass of pineapple juice that called ' summer summer'. so weird the name..... haha... it's quite cheap coz everything we order was discount 50%.. really affordable.... n the food also quite nice. next time i sure will back there with my friends. after we finish our dinner, koo was fetching me back home. when i reach home also already 11pm. so tired..... now i really feel very tired n wanna go sleep jor..... hmmm.... i think that's all only that i want to write... if still wanna see more at my blog.. pls wait... i will write it as soon as possible. wan go sleep liao... that's all la that i write it 2day. bye... :-p

siumei
1 November 2008, 12.36am

this few days i really dont know what i am doing now. stay at home and doing nothing. i felt that my life is quite boring and no meaningful at all. i felt that being a human like this really boring and i think i will crazy someday. since i was broke up, i really give up on dating or love some1. actually when i dating with this guy, i really want with him and i also trying 2 love him but i cant. b4 i agree 2 be his gf, i always asking my friends whether i really need 2 accept him. then my friends say just follow ur heart and if u think u're really like him so just going on. but i struggle with myself. i really so confused at that time.... finally, i try 2 give him a chance and also myself... so i try 2 be with him. i telling myself that i wont repeat my mistakes b4 with my 1st bf. but i do it again... i really cant accept him. so i made a decison that broke up with him coz if i still didnt explain with him, sure we both wont happy. futhermore, he ady know that i really not like him but he din try 2 tell me. so i make my 1st step and tell him.... the most weird is i din upset after told him.haha.... when i think back, it's really quite funny.... whatever... now i just want being myself and enjoy my life.... about love, i just let the GOD decide it..... :-)

siumei
30 October 2008, 12.03am

______???

yesterday i just went my librarian farewell dinner at Grand Continental hotel. i thought the hotel quite low standard but when i reach there, i found that the environment not bad. it's not bad as i thought. then i and my friends taking lift to go the ball room. when the lift door opened, i saw a group of juniors are wait at the reception table. then they invited us to our table. the design n environment in the ball room also not bad. it's just same as ball room when we going to wedding dinner but the space quite small. then we waited the VIP came. it's quite long time 2 wait they arrived. that time i started boring jor. about 8pm, then party was started. 1st thing we're doing r ready 2 have our meals... haha.. but the food was not my favourite so i just take a little bit only. it's really make me yiekkkk...... then it's was a time 2 watched the show that was planned by juniors. hmmm.... the shows quite nice la. after that, time for lucky draw n i so lucky n got a present. but the present just a CUP only... what the f??k!!!! what i want 2 do with the stupid cup?? haiz.... then got some games 2 played. for me, the games that be planned by juniors was so childish but i also played until so crazy... aiyooo... what i am doing now... when i think back, i felt i so... so... haizz.. the dinner was end on 10.30pm. when i reached home, it's was quite late jor n so tiring... in conclusion, this dinner was the worst dinner that i have b4. suckkkk...... wasted my money.... so 'sam tong' lolx... damn.... >.<
let's talked other topic la. hmm... what topic that i can said le?? ah.. har... i finally got my 'L' license ady even i got failed 1 times my undang test.. haizz... so pai seh la. after got my L license, i will go learn my driving class jor. quite scared la especially when driving test lolx. now when i think it, really so horrible la. aiyoo... god bless me la...
dada birthday almost near jor. dont know what celebrate with her or not le. so troublesome la if want plan it coz need call this friend n that friends... so expensive la my phone money. haizz... later baru think la. so fan..

siumei
26 October 2008, 3.16pm

childish...! >.<

Today i got my MUET result. Haiz.. i passed my MUET but it still not quite good result for me. I felt little upset. Bcoz my marks same with someone that i felt she is quite ????? lolx. Damn bad la.... but today i also quite happy coz my friends are try to tickle me. So suffering... but i quite embrassed la coz whole my classmates watching at me lolx. Really suckkkk......next time if i got a chance, sure i will revenge on them. hahahahahaha...... wait ya. Hmmm... what else that happening today le?? I think thats all only lolx coz now i less hang out with my friends especially with my ns friends. So miss them especially dada, lulu n zaza. Now we are busy with own stuff such working and college or school. So we are lacking seeing each other jor.. Anyway, i know we will meet and gather again soon coz we are on planning.. hehehe... miss ya...

miss u all so much.... see u all soon!!!! ^-^
like this pic so much....

siumei
22 October 2008, 4.00pm

Disappointed..

Today i just got my economy result. Damn bad la my result... I never expected this result for me. I thought i can take about 50 something but... haizz.. So bad.... Sometimes i will feel embrassing that i got such of this result. I always felt that i'm so sorry on me. Why i could take these result??? Today i saw some people in class expression when knew they result. Some looks so sad and some are looks 'damn' happy. And also some looks like not satisfied with they result. I felt that this time is my most failure result in my history of economy subject. When i knew this result, then i knew it that maybe i will get low marks in other subject. I knew it... haiz.. Now i really didnt want care about what result more. I just want enjoy my life and my school life without any problem and disturbance. I wont let anything infleunce me... haha.... so old-fashioned and ridiculous what i say about.. really not like me. hehe... just wanna to console myself only... hohohohoho... whatever!!!

siumei
21 October 2008, 4.39pm

tick... tock.. tickkk...

now i just wait time pass that i can faster finish my form 6.. but so slow la time pass. still got 1 year more. haiz.... damn long............ i dont know what to write la.
Just wait time pass la..... tick.. tock...tick...tockkkk.....

siumei
14 October 2008, 2.43pm

My Bad Day In My Life

Today i go sg wang with my friends.... First thing that we done is buy movie ticket at pavillion. We watch ' Mamma Mia'.. is really nice.. worth to watch and the music from this movie is damn nice. After we finish watching movie, we walk back to sg wang shopping centre. It's really so far until my leg is so pain. When we reach there, so we go have a look for a clothes, bags, shoes and else. One of my friend is want buy a dress for her friend wedding dinner. So we walk so many shops and in my heart are so bored.... I almost fall asleep lolx. Finally she find her favourite dress but what i think is the dress is damn bad and not nice at all. But what can i do??? The dress is her 1 and not me to pay for it so i dont want talk so much. After that, we go esquire kitchen to have our lunch. I order a salt fish friend rice. It's really nice lolx... When on meal, i didnt talk so much bcoz i dont know what are they say about. Sometimes what they said, i really not interested at all. I really feel so boring bcoz i didnt buy anything at there. I really feel very angry because they go there are not to buying clothes 1.. damn damn damn damn.... really not feeling good on it.. I dont like it at all. Then when back to home, it's heavy rain at outside. Oh My GOd!!!! Is really are not my good day in my life. With this such people, it makes me so fool.... haizzz...
DAMN..DAMN.. DAMN...


siumei
10 October 2008, 1o.12pm

damn stress....

haizzz.... now i feel more scared bcoz my exam just left 2 days only. really really scared.... i really cant study all the topic in the subject. i just can memorise all the topic. i really feel very hard to study. now i feel very boring with studies. but besides studies, i dont know what i can do.... working?? of course i wont get any good job by spm certificate. college?? ohh.. come on... not interested. so... what i can do??? so confused..... haizz... actually i got a lot to write n say but i dont know how to start.....



siumei
5 October 2008, 1.30am

so stress....!!!!

now i started became very stress... i dont know why. maybe exam almost near or something are bothering me now. the things that always bothering me is.... is.. is someone. even we already separate so long but he never find me again. is it every couple after break up is like this??? i dont understand.... why he will doing like this for me??? did he take care my feeling?? you know... after i knew the truth ( what he write on his blog), i was so hurt and felt like i been cheated by him. I really very angry on him. i want scold him and ask him why but i'm not dare to do.... i scared we friends also cant be. i really feel so sad... why he want lie to me??? thats mean when at ns what he say to me is lying 1?? is it??? i really so confused... why why why???? but i think this such of guy, better forget him quickly coz its not worth to be sad for him. now what important for me is my studies. next week is my final exam. i really scared that i cant passed my exam. coz now i havent prepared anything for my exam even revision also havent start yet. what am i doing now??? i just lost my way only.... just lost lost lost.... haizzz.... where is suppose my right way??? can someone show to me?? anyway i will try my best in my exam..... i will not dissapointed myself. enjoy my life...... >.<
GOD BLESS ME AND YOU.....

siumei
1 October 2008, 4.22pm

This few days i dont know why i so down... I really dont have any mood to have jokes with my friend.. If got, just laugh for a while only. N many friends ask me " siu mei, why you so harworking recently?". I dont know how to answer so i just can smile only. Did i look hardworking recently?? I can say yes... i cant say the reason why because i also dont know why i will act like that this recently.... Now i need somebody can cares for me. I really feel lonely even a lot my friends around me. I still can feel the loneliness. But is who?? Can i find the guys that i meant??? But i think is impossible.... i really feel wanna cry....... My life is boringgggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!! >.<

siumei
16 September 2008, 4.11pm

Today is 8 September 2oo8. The time is passed so fast... More few months i will be study on upper six. Today i really so embrassed lolx because i had do something that i not supppose to do...(if my classmate see this sure they know what is happening).. haha... >.<>.<

siumei
8 September 2008, 12.29am

stupid...

I just read his blog only. What i saw is really make feel sad. I feel like i have been lie only. Why i so stupid??? Easily believe people.... Damn u!!!! I really feel angry and hate him so much... I cant forgive him and MYSELF too!!!! I really so stupid stupid stupid!!!!! Damn.... >.<"""""" %$#@^&%%^%$$%!@#$ 'f...k u'...

siumei
27 August 2008, 11.51pm

my form 6 frenz..... love u all so much...

you all is my best friends that i never meet before. i hope our friendship will continue wherever we go and where we are.... you guys so rock!!!!! Best wishes to you all... miss u all guys!!!
6AB is a best class at smk jinjang... friendship forever!!!

siumei
18 August 2008, 1.35am

my real word to you... >.<

EveRy TimE I HeAR D SaD SoNg....

I ThInK BaCK Of u...

EvERy TimE I Look At D PiC OF Urs...

I ThiNK BaCk OuR MeMoRIeS ToGeThEr....

IzzIt Me O U...

Or OuR TimE Is FiniSH...

I WonDeR Hv U EVeR ApPrEcIATe Me BfoRe...

O U Jz taKe my LoVe N CaRe To PlaY FOr...

I pUt My WhOLe LiFe To LoVe u...

Bt U Jz IgNoRe...

My HeArt DoEs BlEeD...

OnLy I CaN FeEl Bt Nt U...

Do u ReAlly LoVe Me bFore ???

I GuEss No...

As ThE TiMe PasSes...

OuR ReLaTioN Is PasSiNg to..

AnD i FiNaLly HaD lEt IT Go..

No More PaIn And No MoRe GaIn..

May d GoD BlEeSes U...

siumei
18 August 2008, 12.13am

so frustrated..

Now my feeling dont know how to describe it. I dont know whether i now is hurt, happy or sad. I'm so confused. Last night, i ask him whether we still is a friend? I really hope for the answer that can change it. But the answer is totally different with my think. He say sure . When i saw the msg, i'm so hurt n sad. But if this is he want it, i will respect him. Maybe we be a friend more suitable for us. Haiz... dont know la. I also dont want think so much jor. Now most important is my studies. Now i also dont know why i go to school. I seem like dont have any motive in my life. I dont know what i want in my life. When i start think about it, sure i will very confused 1. SO CONFUSED!!!!! What i supposed do???? Can anyone tell me???

siumei
16 August 2008, 9.40am

happiness came to me ^-^

Haha... Today i really feel happy bcoz today is my day where play so much with my friends. We are like crazy people... Hahahaha.... Today is our form sixth council farewell party. Even the perfomance not very nice n food also quite okay only but i really had fun with my friends. They are so rockkkk..... I never been so happy. Today i really forget everything sadness even i forget time to back. hehe... And today all my subject teachers dont know what happen on them. At class always find people to scold. But luckily i didnt be scold.. Hehe.. So weird lolx. Anyways, sometimes teacher scold us also quite good 1. That's mean they are still care on our class. But i quite scared on my economy teacher. She quite fierce on us... Everytime she came our class, sure we will very scared 1 and our heart are beating so fast 1. Almost heart attack lolx... So horrible... Haha... So now we always must do quick revision on economy bcoz she will ask students to answer she questions 1. This is she trend lolx.... I really hope I quickly finish my studies lolx. So suffering la... Cant stand the tension. Today my economy teacher scold us n i remember she say 1 word that is " If form 6 don't have tension, that is not a form 6". Wow.... i just remember this word only. So powerful when she say this word...
Anyways, i will do my best on my studies bcoz what important for me is my future. Others is not very important for me lolx... Haha...
GAMBATEH!!!!

siumei
11 August 2008, 4.29pm

sadnesss...

In my life, i just have happiness and sadness only. But what is always appear in my life is sadness. I really dont like it. For this time, i just broke up with my boyfriend. I knew him when we at national service camp at bintulu, sarawak. We start our relationship after we knew more than 2 weeks. All my friends say that we are too fast to start dating. Just 2 weeks only!! But for me 2 weeks already enough because at that time i really like him. Oppss... not like him but is love him. Until now, we already dating for almost 3 months more. But i think is enough for me because i really very disapointed on him. What he doing for me, is really hurt me. He not find another girls or else but he just like not treat me as his girlfriend. When we together, i just can feel like ordinary friend only but not couple. I dont like this feeling so much. So after struggling with my mind so long, i decided to break up with him. After i made this decision, i quite felt so sad n hurt because i really dont want let him go but i must. This is for us own good. I dont want let me sad anymore so i must let him n me go. I will always miss him so much.... i hope he too...

-siumei-
9 august 2008, 5.39pm