Saturday, March 16, 2013

16.3.2013

Hi. I am back to refresh my blog after so long time. It's already March 2013. It's been past 2 months for year 2013. but till now still nothing miracle happen on me. When my Mr Right will appear in my life? I really need him so much.
Actually I have so much thing to say but I don't know where I should start first. Well, I'm 23 years old for this year. I know I am old at this age. I never thought I will reach 23 year old so fast and I never expect that I am still nothing at this age. No money, no fun life and so much. What am I doing right now? :(
I realize something in my life. Now i know that one life is really important and precious. because we always won't know what will happen on tomorrow or even next hour or minutes. Who can predict about it? Unless is God. So I decide that I will appreciate what I have right now, my family, my true friends, my dog, and everything that important in my life. I don't care anymore what others will say about me. I just want to be myself no matter what happen on me. because they is nobody for me.
Am I start old to pursue my true love now? Honestly, I never been true in love with someone. even he also is not my the one. He is just a passer by in my life only. Not a important people for me anymore. So I really hope my The One will come to me soon because I really want feel be loved and care by someone. He will do anything to make happy and always will stay beside me whenever I am sad and cry. :)

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Happy new year 2013

Hi. It's been long time I did not update my blog. Happy New Year 2013 even though i know it's quite late. Hmm... no. It's very late.. Recently I was busy with my exam and I felt terrible with the exam so much. Honestly, I am so hate with exam. I think exam is ruining my life by wasting my time and i don't think it give me any benefit. ok. let's we don't talk about exam.
how about we talk what wish i list for this new year. First, I hope this new year I could find my love. I mean really true love. After the broke up, I had been single for 2 years. Actually, I want feel again being in love. I like the feeling being love by someone you trust. Everyday he will ask about you and care for you. He will always look after you and by your side when you need him so much. That's the feeling i want the most right now. I have been alone for so long time just because i still trust there are a guy is waiting for me. I put faith on it. I hope this year won't make me disappointed me again. Second, I hope I could make some money that enough for me to spend and treat my parents. I really hope I can gain money as much as possible so I can live in better life and give my parents good life too. I am 22 years old now but I still trap in what they said STUDENT LIFE! I hate being student. I don't want waste any time anymore. Third and final, I hope my family is stay healthy and safe all the time. I couldn't face any of my family is in danger or trouble. because I had been through 2 most painful and unforgettable incident that had took away my 2 dearest beloved people. They is my grandma and great-grandma. Every night I really hope I could see them in my dream. I still can feel the feeling that make me crying so badly. I miss them everyday.
that's all my wish list for this year 2013. I hope He could hear or see it. :)