This few days i dont know why i so down... I really dont have any mood to have jokes with my friend.. If got, just laugh for a while only. N many friends ask me " siu mei, why you so harworking recently?". I dont know how to answer so i just can smile only. Did i look hardworking recently?? I can say yes... i cant say the reason why because i also dont know why i will act like that this recently.... Now i need somebody can cares for me. I really feel lonely even a lot my friends around me. I still can feel the loneliness. But is who?? Can i find the guys that i meant??? But i think is impossible.... i really feel wanna cry....... My life is boringgggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!! >.<

siumei
16 September 2008, 4.11pm