Saturday, July 18, 2009

helpless

oh gosh... what am i doing now?? can anyone tell me? now my feeling just like enter a maze.. i seem like already so long inside the maze but i cant find the way out. nobody help me out from there. i really helpless... actually it's just like me now. i dont know what i want now. now just left 3 months only before my STPM exam. i really so scare that i will fail the exam. but i know this 3 months i still can change my life.. from now on, i will always telling to myself that "siu mei, you can do it. you can do well in your exam nor your life". ya... sure i can do it. good luck to you siu mei!!!!
next week i will be having my july test.. now i gonna go to do my revision.
just wish me good luck... :-)

Monday, July 13, 2009

sad sad sad

today i really so sad.... i got my MUET result in this morning. i expect to got Band 3 but i just got band 2 only. what i suppose to do now? now i just can reseat back the exam and get more good result... when i saw my result, i really get shocked. it's because i didnt expect that my speaking and listening will get so low marks... oh my god... why these things will happen on me?? i really cant accept it..
from now on, i really need more hardworking and i need to get good result in my STPM. if this time i fail my exam, that's mean i fail my life and no future in my life. i really dont want talk so much... just wish me good luck ya... ;-)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

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hello my blog... it's been long time i didnt write blog. it's because had something happened on me this recently. really a lot things happened... i also dont mentioned about it... let it pass...
monday i will get my MUET result.. i quite scare. but honestly, i really so scare. if i really get band 3, i already so happy. my STPM still got 3 months left... till noew i still havent start revision yet.. maybe got a bit. i really too lazy till i dont want study. what suppose i do now? please give me some guide... and now got one people always give me trouble. she really so mean and jerk... i really hope this year quickly pass it.. i really so suffering. because of studies, i already miss a lot of things... this year, what's come to me is sadness and hatred only. no else anymore. why i say like this?? it's all because.... something. i dont want say it.
oh my god... when i can finish my studies?? i really cant stand anymore. now what i hope is quickly finish my studies and of course get good result by the way. and also meet my partner life too... i know that's quite hard for me but i really put a lot of hope on it. so wish me good luck...
GOD bless me... thx..
:-)