Sunday, June 17, 2012

17th June 2012

I am crying now. I just wanna cry. I want cry out everything unhappy memories. Sometimes I really don't know what the reason I will crying. Maybe I am too tired to pretend strong. I am really tired. I really feel tired.......

Thursday, June 14, 2012

14th June 2012

Today is 14th June 2012. Another boring day for me. I just had my dinner with Jia Wey at Changlun. Long time I didn't go to there. One word, CHEAP!! I hate this place so much.
By the way, there is have something bothering me so much. JOB!!! Now I really know how hard is it to find a job even a part time job. It's so troublesome. For a part time job, we also still need to have a interview with them. WTF!!! What for you want have a interview session?? Just give us a job and we will do it. Only that's simple. Why you need make it so hard?
Actually, I really need money so much. I really hope now I can strike grand prize for lottery. Money is really important for me. I can't live without money. Live poor is not fun and interesting at all. Without money, I can't do anything or buy things that I like. But now I almost broke because of I didn't manage my money. I suppose control my money and spend it wisely. Now feel regret is too late... I want money money money money money!!!!!!
Wong Siu Mei! Be tough again!!!

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

study!study!study! SHIT!!!

oh shit!!! I cannot read the finance book or slides at all. I am so moody right now!! I really cannot stand with this life anymore. I want back my normal life at KL. I do not want to stay at here anymore. I just wanna get back home only. I do not wish any good result because I know I am not a talented student at all. I am totally do not have interest in studies. I hate study!!! Every time I went to examination hall, I am just like dead people. I am totally do not have feeling and I do not know what I was writing in the answer sheet. Totally blank!!!! Please GOD~~ can you turn the time more faster? Can YOU make the time right now to next year June? Please.... and why I need study finance while I am not finance student?? Finance is shit!!!! arghhhh~~~~~ Be tough Wong Siu Mei!!!!! Be tough!!!!!! I know you can~~