recently i'm really feel so sad and desperate.... he always try to fool me... he thinks i'm still is a little girl... dont know nothing. i really so mad on him... how can he do like that to me? does he still love me? does he still treat me as his girlfriend? can anyone let me know what i should do now? i'm miserable...... sometimes what he doing to me really make me so upset. i can't tolerate this kind people... moreover he is my boyfriend. sometimes i really hate and blame myself.. is it i didn't do well and treat him nicely? is it my fault? even so, he shouldn't always try say lie to me... i try be honest with him but he always make me so disappointed.. i already try give him some signal that i'm really angry with him but he doesn't care about it... i dont know he really dont know or pretend dont know. but what i'm really sure, he doesn't care so much than before. like what i say, men really can't be trusted. finally, the most suffer is ourself. sometimes i really want give him some chance but what he doing right now to me, is really unacceptable to me. if this few days, he still act like that.. i'm really give up on him already.
everytime we going out, i doesnt feel that we're couple. sometimes i want he try say some romance words to pujuk me... some jokes to make me laugh... but what he always told me is about his work, his friends, his family, his cousins and boring things.... it's really make me so bored. and everytime we going out is only thursday where is my off day. almost 1 month we just meet 4 times... is it normal for a couple? i dont think is normal.... i really dont know what he thinking.... i really fade up on him...... totally give up and disappointed.......
from now on, i wont trust on men easily already... they all really such a damn fucker people.... :-(
