Tuesday, May 1, 2012

1st of May 2012

hi... it is been long time I did not write my blog. This time I am back active!! Actually, for this moment I suppose doing my stupid assignment but due I am too lazy to do it, so I decide I want throw it away first and open my drama to watch... haha. Am I right? Yes, I think I am do it right. xD
I am not so satisfied for my mid term exam result. It's too terrible. I don't know what happen on me. I am still can't improve. But this is me. It's hard for me to change my attitude. Sometimes I really hate myself. I don't want become like this. I really feel so sad. Just forget it awhile. ;(
Tomorrow is his birthday. But I promise to myself that I won't send or write any wishing for him. Because he never think of me at all. Now he just happy with his cute and young girlfriend. I don't think he will excited for my wishing. Yes. I am still hate and angry to him. I still angry on what he done on me.. I will never forget about it. How can a guy can do such things to a girl? Don't he feel shame on himself??? He is such terrible guy in this world. I hate him so much!!!! >.<