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oh~~~ boring day!!!
later gonna go tuition anymore..
besides this, did have anything that i can still do it?
because i think my life is too bored!!!!
my godness~~~
don't know what gonna to write anymore....
wordless**
>.<"

regret

i really feel so regret on one thing. i regret i let him go.... i not supposed let him go and just give up like this. i should keep him by my side but i didn't. even one word to keep him i also didn't say it. now i really feel so regretted...... so sorry to him. now he had found his partner life and probably his partner life is more better than me much much more.. all i can do now is just blessing him to be always happy. i will always remember you.... i really do.. hope you too. i hope you won't forget me.... love you always.. xoxo

one more thing... this is specially for one of my primary friend... we are not mean to abandoned you and don't want treat you as our friend. maybe on that time your college friend really annoying them. so i hope you are not easily give up on your friend.. try to fix it. don't be like me. feel regret like now is not use anymore... all the best for you..
hope you got read my word for you...

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now is already 12.44am.. and i still can't make my eyes close. i don't know why.. i just can't sleep yet. i just feel my heart that it will have something happen but i don't know what is it. i can't make my mind and heart calm down. haizz... i dont know what i want say about... now my mind is blank... maybe i too stress recently about my trial exam or i missing someone in my heart?? is it these reason make so frustrated?? i really don't know... can someone tell me? now i need something that can release my stress.... when i back to school, i need pretend to be happy because i don't want my friends know my problem and you know, i am the person who like to keep my secret and i dont like talk about my problem with somebody even my family member. this is my personality... so if some friends thought me is a honest person or always say something straight forward, i think that friends haven't know me well.... actually, not a lot of my friends know me very well.. i mean is my personality not about you all know where i live, what stars that i like the most, what food and drinks i like and hate.... not like that. no one know me.... and i also don't want anyone understand me and suddenly say to me that you want help me. that's not my style... whatever.... i just wanna share my feeling with someone that i trust most especially with my one special person in my life.. but i haven't meet yet.. maybe someday.. i guess so. whatever how stress am i... my life is still going on..... sleep, eat, watch and so on........... >.<

sixth form council farewell party

SIXTH FORM COUNCIL FAREWELL PARTY 2009...

yesterday night is my school sixth form council farewell party
actually this party should be held at hotel or somewhere but is not at school
but because of now everywhere got a H1N1 cases.. so we have to doing at school
but even this party at school, all juniors was not make us seniors not dissapointed
they all was make tha party like we attending a academy awards...
got red carpet walk fame, signature and much more..
quite interesting and funny..
for me, the best part that i like most is THE DANCING!!!
is really so fun especially when we all was dance the high school musical song
"we're all together"
wow... fun!!!
anyway, thank you very much...
here's are the pic that i had taken yesterday
just quite little only..
enjoy...

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it's been long time i didn't blogging
if i'm not wrong, last update was on 17 july
recently, i'm really busy with studies
*PREPARING FOR MY STPM*** SIGH

from now, i just left 2 months more only
pretty scare because this is my first time to be having a big exam in my life
*THE PMR AND SPM CAN'T INCLUDE LA COZ IT'S NOT SO IMPORTANT** :-P
now i already start do revision but my mind still on blurring
sometimes i also don't know what i am revise it
this really make me so frustrated
what i suppose to do??
when my mind try to concentrate on my study but suddenly my mind will thinking about other else and some useless things 1

I CAN'T GIVE UP BECAUSE THIS IS MY FUTURE

you know, now i really so mad on them
they really is 38 people
i really don't understand on them but i also i don't want understand it
haizz.. i also don't talk about them
make me no mood at all

anyway, i just wanna quckily finish my studies then i will be free..
yeah~~~~~
MAY GOD BLESS ME AND HIM*
:-)