17th June 2012

I am crying now. I just wanna cry. I want cry out everything unhappy memories. Sometimes I really don't know what the reason I will crying. Maybe I am too tired to pretend strong. I am really tired. I really feel tired.......

14th June 2012

Today is 14th June 2012. Another boring day for me. I just had my dinner with Jia Wey at Changlun. Long time I didn't go to there. One word, CHEAP!! I hate this place so much.
By the way, there is have something bothering me so much. JOB!!! Now I really know how hard is it to find a job even a part time job. It's so troublesome. For a part time job, we also still need to have a interview with them. WTF!!! What for you want have a interview session?? Just give us a job and we will do it. Only that's simple. Why you need make it so hard?
Actually, I really need money so much. I really hope now I can strike grand prize for lottery. Money is really important for me. I can't live without money. Live poor is not fun and interesting at all. Without money, I can't do anything or buy things that I like. But now I almost broke because of I didn't manage my money. I suppose control my money and spend it wisely. Now feel regret is too late... I want money money money money money!!!!!!
Wong Siu Mei! Be tough again!!!

study!study!study! SHIT!!!

oh shit!!! I cannot read the finance book or slides at all. I am so moody right now!! I really cannot stand with this life anymore. I want back my normal life at KL. I do not want to stay at here anymore. I just wanna get back home only. I do not wish any good result because I know I am not a talented student at all. I am totally do not have interest in studies. I hate study!!! Every time I went to examination hall, I am just like dead people. I am totally do not have feeling and I do not know what I was writing in the answer sheet. Totally blank!!!! Please GOD~~ can you turn the time more faster? Can YOU make the time right now to next year June? Please.... and why I need study finance while I am not finance student?? Finance is shit!!!! arghhhh~~~~~ Be tough Wong Siu Mei!!!!! Be tough!!!!!! I know you can~~

1st of May 2012

hi... it is been long time I did not write my blog. This time I am back active!! Actually, for this moment I suppose doing my stupid assignment but due I am too lazy to do it, so I decide I want throw it away first and open my drama to watch... haha. Am I right? Yes, I think I am do it right. xD
I am not so satisfied for my mid term exam result. It's too terrible. I don't know what happen on me. I am still can't improve. But this is me. It's hard for me to change my attitude. Sometimes I really hate myself. I don't want become like this. I really feel so sad. Just forget it awhile. ;(
Tomorrow is his birthday. But I promise to myself that I won't send or write any wishing for him. Because he never think of me at all. Now he just happy with his cute and young girlfriend. I don't think he will excited for my wishing. Yes. I am still hate and angry to him. I still angry on what he done on me.. I will never forget about it. How can a guy can do such things to a girl? Don't he feel shame on himself??? He is such terrible guy in this world. I hate him so much!!!! >.<

wait for me HOME!!!!

WONG SIU MEI!!! what are you doing now?? you suppose open your operation book and read it because tomorrow is exam for it!!! oh my god~~ I really don't have any mood to study. What is in my mind is I just wanna go back home right now... I want back home!!! I don't want stay at here anymore. Please... Just let me go home. :( I hate study.. every time I face the book, i will headache. I hate look on those words.... it's sucK!!!! OMG...... I miss my home so much.... Please.... let me go. Set me free!!!! I really hope I am graduate right now. Home... please wait me till tomorrow. I will see you soon~~~~ I promise.... :)

BITCH AGAIN!!!

Actually today I went to support my senior for his handball match. Honestly, I really want go to support him because I want he know my goodness... but of course I won't go alone. So I called the Bitch go together. But the most I hate it is she never stop complaining. She kept complaining for whole journey we went to sport centre. OH MY GOD!!! That time she really annoyed me so much. I really want to ask her shut up!!!! But she still keep open her fucking mouth~~~ what's your problem bitch???? it's so hard for you go support your senior. You better don't forget that he was helping us a lot. this bitch really fucking annoying. You think I want asking you go there??? But I just treat you as idiot person only. FUCK!!!! You are really spoil my mood today!!!!! FUCKING BITCH!!!! >.<