tick... tock.. tickkk...

now i just wait time pass that i can faster finish my form 6.. but so slow la time pass. still got 1 year more. haiz.... damn long............ i dont know what to write la.
Just wait time pass la..... tick.. tock...tick...tockkkk.....

siumei
14 October 2008, 2.43pm

My Bad Day In My Life

Today i go sg wang with my friends.... First thing that we done is buy movie ticket at pavillion. We watch ' Mamma Mia'.. is really nice.. worth to watch and the music from this movie is damn nice. After we finish watching movie, we walk back to sg wang shopping centre. It's really so far until my leg is so pain. When we reach there, so we go have a look for a clothes, bags, shoes and else. One of my friend is want buy a dress for her friend wedding dinner. So we walk so many shops and in my heart are so bored.... I almost fall asleep lolx. Finally she find her favourite dress but what i think is the dress is damn bad and not nice at all. But what can i do??? The dress is her 1 and not me to pay for it so i dont want talk so much. After that, we go esquire kitchen to have our lunch. I order a salt fish friend rice. It's really nice lolx... When on meal, i didnt talk so much bcoz i dont know what are they say about. Sometimes what they said, i really not interested at all. I really feel so boring bcoz i didnt buy anything at there. I really feel very angry because they go there are not to buying clothes 1.. damn damn damn damn.... really not feeling good on it.. I dont like it at all. Then when back to home, it's heavy rain at outside. Oh My GOd!!!! Is really are not my good day in my life. With this such people, it makes me so fool.... haizzz...
DAMN..DAMN.. DAMN...


siumei
10 October 2008, 1o.12pm

damn stress....

haizzz.... now i feel more scared bcoz my exam just left 2 days only. really really scared.... i really cant study all the topic in the subject. i just can memorise all the topic. i really feel very hard to study. now i feel very boring with studies. but besides studies, i dont know what i can do.... working?? of course i wont get any good job by spm certificate. college?? ohh.. come on... not interested. so... what i can do??? so confused..... haizz... actually i got a lot to write n say but i dont know how to start.....



siumei
5 October 2008, 1.30am

so stress....!!!!

now i started became very stress... i dont know why. maybe exam almost near or something are bothering me now. the things that always bothering me is.... is.. is someone. even we already separate so long but he never find me again. is it every couple after break up is like this??? i dont understand.... why he will doing like this for me??? did he take care my feeling?? you know... after i knew the truth ( what he write on his blog), i was so hurt and felt like i been cheated by him. I really very angry on him. i want scold him and ask him why but i'm not dare to do.... i scared we friends also cant be. i really feel so sad... why he want lie to me??? thats mean when at ns what he say to me is lying 1?? is it??? i really so confused... why why why???? but i think this such of guy, better forget him quickly coz its not worth to be sad for him. now what important for me is my studies. next week is my final exam. i really scared that i cant passed my exam. coz now i havent prepared anything for my exam even revision also havent start yet. what am i doing now??? i just lost my way only.... just lost lost lost.... haizzz.... where is suppose my right way??? can someone show to me?? anyway i will try my best in my exam..... i will not dissapointed myself. enjoy my life...... >.<
GOD BLESS ME AND YOU.....

siumei
1 October 2008, 4.22pm

This few days i dont know why i so down... I really dont have any mood to have jokes with my friend.. If got, just laugh for a while only. N many friends ask me " siu mei, why you so harworking recently?". I dont know how to answer so i just can smile only. Did i look hardworking recently?? I can say yes... i cant say the reason why because i also dont know why i will act like that this recently.... Now i need somebody can cares for me. I really feel lonely even a lot my friends around me. I still can feel the loneliness. But is who?? Can i find the guys that i meant??? But i think is impossible.... i really feel wanna cry....... My life is boringgggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!! >.<

siumei
16 September 2008, 4.11pm

Today is 8 September 2oo8. The time is passed so fast... More few months i will be study on upper six. Today i really so embrassed lolx because i had do something that i not supppose to do...(if my classmate see this sure they know what is happening).. haha... >.<>.<

siumei
8 September 2008, 12.29am