hihi... recently i really busy with my exam.. really so hard and suffer.. so i wont blogging this few day coz i want doing my revision... so, take care...
bye... :-)
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
my happiest day
FU-YOH..
finally MUET is over...
this few days really damn scared because of this exam
hey guys, let me tell u something. finally i can fool them cukup-cukup ady. haha...
this incident was happened on last Friday. i and with my others friend was celebrated my lovely friend, Ling Kenn birthday. so of course we will sharing the cake. but we didnt asked them to share together because we HATE them a lot. so we decided did not joined them. then when we celebrated it, they looked so angry because they did not knew about it at all... haha... i think they was really angry.. but i dont care about their feeling because i think they are not important for me at all... who are they for me?? hmm... let me think... i think they just is my enemy?? no..not so serious. i guess they just is my goofy friends... hahaha...
i'm really so mean... tomorrow i need facing them AGAIN... when i can finish my studies so i no need see them anymore.. haizz... i'm really boring when always see them. they are not fun at all... they just like a KAMPUNG GIRL!!!! they always act like stubborn... i mean everything they just act like just out from kampung. really feel shameful for them.... i dont know what filled inside their brain. one of them always like act silly in front of people. she think is very cute but for me is really ugly and stupid. whose girl like act silly like her?? maybe a lot... but definitely she is the most teruk 1... haha...
i dont know they or others can find my blog. maybe they does... if u're read it, pls keep your mouth shut... :-X
finally MUET is over...
this few days really damn scared because of this exam
hey guys, let me tell u something. finally i can fool them cukup-cukup ady. haha...
this incident was happened on last Friday. i and with my others friend was celebrated my lovely friend, Ling Kenn birthday. so of course we will sharing the cake. but we didnt asked them to share together because we HATE them a lot. so we decided did not joined them. then when we celebrated it, they looked so angry because they did not knew about it at all... haha... i think they was really angry.. but i dont care about their feeling because i think they are not important for me at all... who are they for me?? hmm... let me think... i think they just is my enemy?? no..not so serious. i guess they just is my goofy friends... hahaha...
i'm really so mean... tomorrow i need facing them AGAIN... when i can finish my studies so i no need see them anymore.. haizz... i'm really boring when always see them. they are not fun at all... they just like a KAMPUNG GIRL!!!! they always act like stubborn... i mean everything they just act like just out from kampung. really feel shameful for them.... i dont know what filled inside their brain. one of them always like act silly in front of people. she think is very cute but for me is really ugly and stupid. whose girl like act silly like her?? maybe a lot... but definitely she is the most teruk 1... haha...
i dont know they or others can find my blog. maybe they does... if u're read it, pls keep your mouth shut... :-X
Sunday, May 3, 2009
accept it.. T.T
today is already 3rd may 2009
time really passing so fast than i thought
i still got 5 months before my STPM exam
i'm really so scared...
i scared that i will fail in my exam.
please GOD bless me
that i can pass my exam well...
that's only my hope from YOU in my life.
from now on, i need study hard to achieve my target in exam
i wont let them look down on me..
LOVE??
WHAT IS LOVE?
can anyone answer me what is that?
i'm 19 and i still blurring about love.
is I still too young to understand yet?
or is myself problem?
actually, i really want experience in love but i always dont get the chances
i like to be loved
i like to hug
i like to be holding hand by someone that i love to
but.. but...
i just in dreaming only
i thought last time i will be changes and accept everything that i scared for..
but i still cant make it
day by day, i more depressed about this
sometimes i will feel moody and sad
no one can understand me and try console me
but..
now i just accept my current life...
i just obey it
T.T
time really passing so fast than i thought
i still got 5 months before my STPM exam
i'm really so scared...
i scared that i will fail in my exam.
please GOD bless me
that i can pass my exam well...
that's only my hope from YOU in my life.
from now on, i need study hard to achieve my target in exam
i wont let them look down on me..
LOVE??
WHAT IS LOVE?
can anyone answer me what is that?
i'm 19 and i still blurring about love.
is I still too young to understand yet?
or is myself problem?
actually, i really want experience in love but i always dont get the chances
i like to be loved
i like to hug
i like to be holding hand by someone that i love to
but.. but...
i just in dreaming only
i thought last time i will be changes and accept everything that i scared for..
but i still cant make it
day by day, i more depressed about this
sometimes i will feel moody and sad
no one can understand me and try console me
but..
now i just accept my current life...
i just obey it
T.T
Saturday, May 2, 2009
my true feeling...
hihi... it's been quite long time i didnt blogging. actually i got many things wanna say to u all but i dont know where i should start. i want share my feeling with my friends but no one that i can trust. they just can be my ordinary friends but not best friends.. because they too fake.. i think... i really need a true friend that he or she will not pretend in front of me. maybe i too choosy but i wont change my mind. i will stand on my mind that i'm sure i will find my true friend..
by the way, just now i read his blog. i'm quite happy because he start blogging back. but i just know something that i dont know how i want convert the feeling. sad or happy or disappointed?? he say that he got new gf. actually i think we can start over but now i know i wont get the chance anymore. maybe we really dont have destiny. i think what happened at camp just a dream only. is already past... cant turn back. actually, i really want to dating but with my qualification, definitely really hard for me. i ady try my best to change myself but it's seem doesnt work at all. what's wrong with me?? i really dont know...
actually everytime i dating, i really scared especially when we have a date. i really dont have any confident because of my appearance. i feel shame ... shame at all. even i going out with my friends, i also felt like that... when i walking, i'm not dare to look other ppls coz i felt that they will laugh on me. i dont like that feeling.. but what i can do??? i hate myself... hate myself so much... but no one will understand me. no one!!!
today i really write too much ady.......................:-(
btw, today lee hom will be perform at bukit jalil. i really wanna go to his concert but i cant make it. maybe next time... next time sure i will go his concert.
wait me ya....
by the way, just now i read his blog. i'm quite happy because he start blogging back. but i just know something that i dont know how i want convert the feeling. sad or happy or disappointed?? he say that he got new gf. actually i think we can start over but now i know i wont get the chance anymore. maybe we really dont have destiny. i think what happened at camp just a dream only. is already past... cant turn back. actually, i really want to dating but with my qualification, definitely really hard for me. i ady try my best to change myself but it's seem doesnt work at all. what's wrong with me?? i really dont know...
actually everytime i dating, i really scared especially when we have a date. i really dont have any confident because of my appearance. i feel shame ... shame at all. even i going out with my friends, i also felt like that... when i walking, i'm not dare to look other ppls coz i felt that they will laugh on me. i dont like that feeling.. but what i can do??? i hate myself... hate myself so much... but no one will understand me. no one!!!
today i really write too much ady.......................:-(
btw, today lee hom will be perform at bukit jalil. i really wanna go to his concert but i cant make it. maybe next time... next time sure i will go his concert.
wait me ya....
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