1st of May 2012

hi... it is been long time I did not write my blog. This time I am back active!! Actually, for this moment I suppose doing my stupid assignment but due I am too lazy to do it, so I decide I want throw it away first and open my drama to watch... haha. Am I right? Yes, I think I am do it right. xD
I am not so satisfied for my mid term exam result. It's too terrible. I don't know what happen on me. I am still can't improve. But this is me. It's hard for me to change my attitude. Sometimes I really hate myself. I don't want become like this. I really feel so sad. Just forget it awhile. ;(
Tomorrow is his birthday. But I promise to myself that I won't send or write any wishing for him. Because he never think of me at all. Now he just happy with his cute and young girlfriend. I don't think he will excited for my wishing. Yes. I am still hate and angry to him. I still angry on what he done on me.. I will never forget about it. How can a guy can do such things to a girl? Don't he feel shame on himself??? He is such terrible guy in this world. I hate him so much!!!! >.<

wait for me HOME!!!!

WONG SIU MEI!!! what are you doing now?? you suppose open your operation book and read it because tomorrow is exam for it!!! oh my god~~ I really don't have any mood to study. What is in my mind is I just wanna go back home right now... I want back home!!! I don't want stay at here anymore. Please... Just let me go home. :( I hate study.. every time I face the book, i will headache. I hate look on those words.... it's sucK!!!! OMG...... I miss my home so much.... Please.... let me go. Set me free!!!! I really hope I am graduate right now. Home... please wait me till tomorrow. I will see you soon~~~~ I promise.... :)

BITCH AGAIN!!!

Actually today I went to support my senior for his handball match. Honestly, I really want go to support him because I want he know my goodness... but of course I won't go alone. So I called the Bitch go together. But the most I hate it is she never stop complaining. She kept complaining for whole journey we went to sport centre. OH MY GOD!!! That time she really annoyed me so much. I really want to ask her shut up!!!! But she still keep open her fucking mouth~~~ what's your problem bitch???? it's so hard for you go support your senior. You better don't forget that he was helping us a lot. this bitch really fucking annoying. You think I want asking you go there??? But I just treat you as idiot person only. FUCK!!!! You are really spoil my mood today!!!!! FUCKING BITCH!!!! >.<

Best friend

I got a lot of friends. Can say that is countless.... but for best friend? i think just few only... actually, not everyone is easy become my best friend. And of course I won't easy to treat them as my best friend. Maybe can say that not everyone can let me to trust. I hardly to trust someone if they doesn't show their sincerity and trustworthy for me. Sometimes I really try my best to make them as my friend... truly friend but everytime I tried.. is still failed. They hardly to let me put their trust on them. I am so sorry if I had hurt you all before but that is me. You need accept me who I am and I respect you as well you need respect me too. Or maybe sometimes something is happened on me... so I can't trust anyone right now. But I still do believe that I will meet and found my Best Friend Forever.... I still have a faith on it!!!! but now, of course I had one best friend.... and now I miss her right now... I miss those moment we hang out together and chit-chatting.... and find handsome guys together.... haha... I love her so much!!! thank you Vivian SOh... you are really brighten my life..... love you... xoxo

What is LOVE???

I always been hurt by LOVE~~~

Love.... I will never understand what it's really mean......

music is my SOULMATE~~

AT LaSt, oNlY mUSic aCCompanY mE gO tHourgh mY hArd anD sAd liFe.....

I LOVE MUSIC!!!

MUSIC IS MY SOULMATE~~~