great moment

25th december 2009
i went to pavillion to celebrate christmas with bee peng, wei pin and foo meng.
we had our delicious dinner at Pepper Lunch
then we had supper at Pappa Rich..
wow... that night, i was so full till cant move.
i was happy that night..
thanks friends...

me and foo meng


me and bee peng

so yesterday 26th december 2009 is my birthday.
so now i sing a birthday to myself
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIUMEI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~

hehe...
xoxo.. :-)

tomorrow i will go to Pulau Ketam with my best friends..
yeah~~~

bad christmas year for me

hoho~~merry christmas to all of you
i think this year christmas celebration will be very great
i thought this year i can celebrate christmas but i'm wrong
because of something happened on yesterday, it's was make me no mood to celebrate ady.
i'm really so disappointed with my friend.
i don't know how to say it. my heart really broken...
i didn't excepted she will say the word to me.
is her friends that just knew 2 or 3 years more important to her than 13 years friends?
i really don't know what she thinking.
from yesterday, i didn't want message her or even see her.
my heart are not allow me to do that.
maybe i really give up with her.
i don't want talk about her anymore.
forget it....
anyway, i just hope i won't lost this friend..
T.T

boring day

what a exhausted day.... and boring day too.. today i and bee peng stand at the shop for whole day with doing nothing. no customers..... no entertaiment..... WTF!!!! damn hell boring.... standing at there for 9 hours by doing nothing. it's really drive me crazy!!!!!! tomorrow is my last day... i swear i won't back to do these part time job anymore. now my leg so pain.... >.<"
gonna go to bed now.... so sleepy..
good night..
xoxo

my future?

why every people have the own dream while i don't have? why they know what they want while i still don't know nothing? why? why? why? this word 'why' had been in my mind very long time already but i still can't figure it out. what happen to me? i thought this simple word seem so easy for me but the truth is not. i had been living for 19 years (1 week more), but i still don't know what i want in my life. for example, many my friends even family always asking me " what course you want to take when you're enter university?" i was took a long time to answer them. then i simply said " oh... maybe business or any course related to art stream." did i look answer the question?? maybe... i guess. but actually, i really don't want enter any university because i don't want study anymore. i really feel tired and boring. when i look at the book, i will feel dizzy and headache. but what can do if didn't continue study? work? work as what?? promoters or waitress for my whole life? no.. no..... definitely NO!! so i always force myself to study because i don't want be like them. standing at supermarkets for whole life!!!! i don't want be like them....... really don't want. so from now on, no matter how difficult the road, i will try my best to go through it. for my better future life......
i think i talk a lot crap at here.... just wanna express my feeling in here. now i feeling better...
that's all....
xoxo

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hi everyone... it's been long time i didn't blogging. Last week i just finish my most terrific examination (STPM). finally, i can get over from it. actually i can guess my result will be not so good because i didn't do well on it. but i think still can pass few subject... hopefully. Now i really don't want think about it. i scare my hope to pass to more fade away... it's because i always thinking about the mistakes i had done in exam. arrrggghh....... forget it!!! >.<"
recently, i always hanging out with my best friends. We always hanging out to shopping mall( of course window shopping).. haha... somemore, we also have a walk at pasar malam at Cheras. That was my first time to go pasar malam at Cheras. it's had a lot of thing was selling at there but i didn't buy anything from there because it was too crowded. OMG... that time really was got a lot lot lot people at there till i can't breath... i swear, i won't back to that place anymore.
this friday till sunday, i will be working as part time for 3 days at Giordano ( Brem Mall). after this, 23 till 27 Dec, i also will be working part time selling coffee at 1 Utama for 5 days.. the salary is quite moderate ( RM 300 not include commision yet). this money enough for me to buy new clothes.. haha....
i think this all only...
gonna go to bed...
xoxo..