Result, Hate and Love

hello everyone... is been long long time i didn't update my blog. kinda lazy to update... hehe.. XD
so today i was go take my STPM result at school. before i went to school, i'm was really damn nervous and my heart beat so fast. i was really scared. i scared that i will got bad result because i know i didn't do well on my examination. but after i saw my result, my heart felt quite happy and also a liitle bit sad because the result is not i excepted. i thought my PA will get A but is not A-.. because i know i really know how to do the paper. but what i got just A-. quite disappointed.... the PP also.. i thought will get A but is not. maybe they say it right. don't expect the result too high.. it's might not what you want it. therefore, i got this result i'm really feel blessed ady... i didn't ask too much from you God, i just want to be quite successful person that can make my life more better, so i hope You also can bless me that i can enter the university with my interest course. please... that's all i ask from you...
today when i went to school, i thought i can forget everything about what happen between them but i really can't do it. when i saw them, my eyes automatically will look others place because i really don't want see them anymore in my life. never..... so for whole day, i didn't talk with them even one greeting also don't have... i just can't do it. haiz... from now on, they will always disappear in my life forever..
btw, i wanna tell you all that i finally back together with him. maybe i do a right decision or maybe wrong but more days i with him, i more love him deeply. i can feel that he really treat me so nice and good. he really be serious on this relationship. so i will try my best to be a good and gentle girlfriend. i hope he always will love me and never leave me...
i love you babe.... muaxxxxxx.... :-)

new hairstyle

hihi..
change new hairstyle ady...
i quite like this hairstyle... really suit me lolx..
haha...
give some opinion lolx..

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recently busy with works... no time to blogging.. haizz.. it's so boring.
speechless***

great moment

25th december 2009
i went to pavillion to celebrate christmas with bee peng, wei pin and foo meng.
we had our delicious dinner at Pepper Lunch
then we had supper at Pappa Rich..
wow... that night, i was so full till cant move.
i was happy that night..
thanks friends...

me and foo meng


me and bee peng

so yesterday 26th december 2009 is my birthday.
so now i sing a birthday to myself
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIUMEI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~

hehe...
xoxo.. :-)

tomorrow i will go to Pulau Ketam with my best friends..
yeah~~~

bad christmas year for me

hoho~~merry christmas to all of you
i think this year christmas celebration will be very great
i thought this year i can celebrate christmas but i'm wrong
because of something happened on yesterday, it's was make me no mood to celebrate ady.
i'm really so disappointed with my friend.
i don't know how to say it. my heart really broken...
i didn't excepted she will say the word to me.
is her friends that just knew 2 or 3 years more important to her than 13 years friends?
i really don't know what she thinking.
from yesterday, i didn't want message her or even see her.
my heart are not allow me to do that.
maybe i really give up with her.
i don't want talk about her anymore.
forget it....
anyway, i just hope i won't lost this friend..
T.T

boring day

what a exhausted day.... and boring day too.. today i and bee peng stand at the shop for whole day with doing nothing. no customers..... no entertaiment..... WTF!!!! damn hell boring.... standing at there for 9 hours by doing nothing. it's really drive me crazy!!!!!! tomorrow is my last day... i swear i won't back to do these part time job anymore. now my leg so pain.... >.<"
gonna go to bed now.... so sleepy..
good night..
xoxo