hi... it's 28th December 2011. My birthday just passed 2 days ago that is 26th December 2011. Finally I am 21 years old.. but I don't feel happy at all. it's not because i am getting old but it do remind me that i am still nothing even 21 years old. i am still is the person who still live in dream and not ambitious at all. what am i doing right now?? please~~ someone tell me. what am i suppose to do? i had been living for 21 year but i still do not know what i want in my life. does it sound ridiculous? yes. is it... everyone enjoying their 21 life and celebrate their 21 birthday with joyful but i just celebrated it in this stupid place and nothing special.. this is not i want. i want everyone know that today is my birthday.. and the most i want receive the wish from him but he didn't do it. how sad am i..... everyone say that when is your birthday, you may make 3 wishes..
first wishes : i want to show to the people who look down at me and think i will fail that i can be
successful.
second wishes : i hope i can success in my life.
and my third wishes is i hope i can meet my Mr Right soon. and i hope i won't get hurt again by anyone because the feeling is not good to try. :(
alright... that's all i want to write... good night everyone...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO SIUMEI..... :)
merry christmas and happy new year~~~~