i am so idiot!!!

i was been fooled by him again.... I swear I won't forgive him and I don't wish to see him again in my life!!!!!!! There are no men that can be trust~~~ i give up... :(

I am so stupid..... I am idiot..... T.T

give up on you...

It's been long time I didn't write blog. Now I still left 3 days and the half before back to my university. Time really passed so fast.. After this holiday, I need wait more 2 month that I can back home again. I really don't want back there. That place really is hell for me. Some more, I feel don't want leave him even though I know he wouldn't ask me to stay. You know what, he ask me to get back together with him. He say he feel so sorry because he leave me and all is his fault. He say this time he really will get serious with me and will love me much that he can... Should I believe him? For me now, it's really hard for me to put so much trust and faith on someone especially he was hurt me before. But from now, he just say by facebook and texting me. He never show to me that he is sincere to ask me back to him. Never.... That's mean he never understand me what I need. How I can put my trust on him anymore?? I really hope he can see this so he will understand my feeling. But I know he won't.... I think I can't trust him anymore and there is no more chances between us. I won't never trust on love anymore unless there is miracle happen in front of me... i rather love myself than anyone.. Men can't be trust!!!!!