It's quite a time I didn't write on this blog. It's probably I am too lazy to write or other reasons. Now I just started my third semester for my university life. However, I still feel so bored with this life. I can't stand with these life. I don't know why I want make myself so suffer. I found myself sometimes I really can't make any friend at here. Probably is my problem. Actually it's very hard for me to trust to one person. I don't know when the person is say true for me or when they can betray or cheat on me. Maybe because of this I hardly to trust them at all. The person that I love, he doesn't love me. Even looking on me.... Am I really too bad for you? I feel so disappointed on me. Forget it.... I don't want mention it anymore... :(