What is life?

What is life? I still trying to figure it out. Can I found my own life? :(

Busy busy busy!

Recently I was so rush with my tonnes of assignment. This would be my most busiest semester since I at university. Suddenly I cannot handle so much assignment at all. I need someone to share these works with me. Or maybe can comfort me. How's good is it if I have a boyfriend who can care and talk with me. But this I need to wait for long time. Hmm... I am gonna rush my assignment again right now. Bye. :)

Back to torture life..

Hi... I'm coming back blogging again. I have a lot things and feeling want to write in this blog. Firstly, my 2 months holiday is gone. I seem like did not doing anything during this holiday. Besides do the boring part time job, what else I was doing at the time? Ermm....  Had fun with my best friend. That's all I do during holiday. Am I seem like useless? I think yes...
Now I coming back to my ugly and disgusting university. Same routine again.... Sit in the room. Watch movies. Waiting time to eat and sleep. What else? No more.... This is my life. Luckily right now I am far away from my stupid friends. Finally, I no need facing them so much time. I really don't like see them. I hate to talk with them. forget them.....
What I hope now is I want leave this place as fast as I can. Everyday I am countdown the time till I finish my study at here. So I can back to KL forever. :) Please GOD.... Bless me~~ I beg you. Bless me everything is going smoothly. Thanks GOD!!

17th June 2012

I am crying now. I just wanna cry. I want cry out everything unhappy memories. Sometimes I really don't know what the reason I will crying. Maybe I am too tired to pretend strong. I am really tired. I really feel tired.......

14th June 2012

Today is 14th June 2012. Another boring day for me. I just had my dinner with Jia Wey at Changlun. Long time I didn't go to there. One word, CHEAP!! I hate this place so much.
By the way, there is have something bothering me so much. JOB!!! Now I really know how hard is it to find a job even a part time job. It's so troublesome. For a part time job, we also still need to have a interview with them. WTF!!! What for you want have a interview session?? Just give us a job and we will do it. Only that's simple. Why you need make it so hard?
Actually, I really need money so much. I really hope now I can strike grand prize for lottery. Money is really important for me. I can't live without money. Live poor is not fun and interesting at all. Without money, I can't do anything or buy things that I like. But now I almost broke because of I didn't manage my money. I suppose control my money and spend it wisely. Now feel regret is too late... I want money money money money money!!!!!!
Wong Siu Mei! Be tough again!!!

study!study!study! SHIT!!!

oh shit!!! I cannot read the finance book or slides at all. I am so moody right now!! I really cannot stand with this life anymore. I want back my normal life at KL. I do not want to stay at here anymore. I just wanna get back home only. I do not wish any good result because I know I am not a talented student at all. I am totally do not have interest in studies. I hate study!!! Every time I went to examination hall, I am just like dead people. I am totally do not have feeling and I do not know what I was writing in the answer sheet. Totally blank!!!! Please GOD~~ can you turn the time more faster? Can YOU make the time right now to next year June? Please.... and why I need study finance while I am not finance student?? Finance is shit!!!! arghhhh~~~~~ Be tough Wong Siu Mei!!!!! Be tough!!!!!! I know you can~~