Best friend

I got a lot of friends. Can say that is countless.... but for best friend? i think just few only... actually, not everyone is easy become my best friend. And of course I won't easy to treat them as my best friend. Maybe can say that not everyone can let me to trust. I hardly to trust someone if they doesn't show their sincerity and trustworthy for me. Sometimes I really try my best to make them as my friend... truly friend but everytime I tried.. is still failed. They hardly to let me put their trust on them. I am so sorry if I had hurt you all before but that is me. You need accept me who I am and I respect you as well you need respect me too. Or maybe sometimes something is happened on me... so I can't trust anyone right now. But I still do believe that I will meet and found my Best Friend Forever.... I still have a faith on it!!!! but now, of course I had one best friend.... and now I miss her right now... I miss those moment we hang out together and chit-chatting.... and find handsome guys together.... haha... I love her so much!!! thank you Vivian SOh... you are really brighten my life..... love you... xoxo

What is LOVE???

I always been hurt by LOVE~~~

Love.... I will never understand what it's really mean......

music is my SOULMATE~~

AT LaSt, oNlY mUSic aCCompanY mE gO tHourgh mY hArd anD sAd liFe.....

I LOVE MUSIC!!!

MUSIC IS MY SOULMATE~~~

:'(

I am still miss those moments with you. I just can't forget it. Do you know I am jealous when I saw your photo with your girlfriend?? Did you care about my feeling? Do you still care about me? You really hurt my heart... How could you just forget everything you done to me? Where is the promise that you made to me? Is it fake? Why every guys can be so realistic? Don't you just see inner heart than appearance? I know I am not such pretty girls that every guys will like but at least I will use my heart to love you. But how you repay to me? Why I am so stupid that still believe your words? Did you know I am still believe what you said to me few months ago? But now, you just can pretend nothing happen at all!!! That's why I said that guys word never can believe!!! Sometimes, I think am I too over blaming on you? Did I was doing wrong too? But what I am very sure that the most wrong thing I do is TRUST YOUR F***ING WORD!!!! I hope you don't ever appear in my life anymore. I wish do not want to know your life even what are you doing because you won't never appear in my life. Never!!!! I hate you!!!!! :'(

home

finally, i am back my comfort home... i love my home so much especially my bed... but i just half happy only because i know i will gonna alone again in this coming chinese new year. but it's not a problem for me because i used it. probably i just stay at home for whole new year..... :)

today i don't really want write so much.... yea... that's it... i gonna stop write now...

good night everyone... :D

BITCH

You are my friend. Don't you can consider my situation right now? I am not rich as you.... I never expect you will said such words to me... you really make heartbreak... why?? even though i am not quite like you but i never will say such rude and hurt words to you.. but you did!!!! once again... you make disappointed again.... you better go to hell!!!!! :(